Last Updated on 16.06.11 Written by Rachael Pecoraro
“I think I’ve moved past the idea of “joining” him. I wasn’t suicidal by any means but I was lonely and lost and that I considered and wanted to be with him. I don’t feel that anymore. He was a coward for doing this and I’m better that that. He wasn’t able to deal with all of it. I’m going to prove that I am stronger than him. I will prove him wrong. And for how things were, I can do better. This will always be a part of my life but I need to move on. I don’t want to be with someone that I don’t even know if he really loved me. I know he did me wrong and I need to move past all of this. I was by no means an angel in this relationship but and far from perfect, but I treated him the best I could. Far better than he ever attempted to treat me.”