My name is Rachael and I am the Vice President of Fallen Blue. I am also a Federal Police Officer and I was determined to be a part of this organization because I lost someone very close to me to police suicide. I know there are many agencies out there with brothers and sisters of the law that have also experienced this and I wanted to share my story. I dealt with the aftermath of my loss and the roller coaster of emotions by maintaining a journal. I want to share these journal entries with you.